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Hey, I'm supposed to be an independent, self-publishing fiction writer through my Samizdat Publications and yet selling my first published books had became difficult despite the good story quality and affordability of these. I think that I'll be returning soon to that search for a publishing company like I did in the past and so I must lay down my "pride" for my other unpublished manuscripts. I hope that I'll find a just and humane publisher who is open-minded to give chance to aspiring fiction writers like me, support Philippine literature and renewed interest in reading books, and without the attitude of treating the publishing industry as just some business gamble.

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Saturday, January 29, 2011

Rage Against The Machination

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Some people find me disgusting because of how I dress or carry myself... I am just being myself, I don't care anyway about your bitter criticisms.
They don't like me... I dislike them back...
I'm sick and tired of some people's established standards and expectations of how should I be...
Why should you be intrigued by my statements and how I express myself? I've never been in a romantic relationship. Boyfriend- I don't think so. Just look at me. Do I look like a real 'human being' in their (or your) eyes? Girlfriend- having one is a serious taboo. Lesbianism- delusion that should be attacked and be shot point-blank, and destroyed; it's against my principles...
I never have a boyfriend, not even a suitor. I don't give a damn. Those men care only for the physical looks. No one realizes that a strange-looking stone is actually a genuine diamond. Should I go for a total makeover just for the acceptance of people who just can't accept me as who I am?
I'm not paranoid; some people do really dislike me. That's some bitter reality. They don't want me to stay close to them. Yeah, I just keep distance. Solitary, misunderstood weirdo, that's me... but I'm not doing any harm... yet they still don't like me.


Saturday, January 22, 2011

4th Floor, Building A, Villamor Air Base Elementary School

Why so serious?- Joker of "The Dark Knight" (played by the late Heath Ledger)

Susundin ko na lang ang payo ng mga titser- huwag dibdibin ang mga suliranin at baka mapabilis ang maturity ng aking youthful and cute face! Ang katotohanan sa paligid na ibang-iba na nga ang henerasyon ng mga bata ngayon! Ewan ko nga ba... siguro kasi, noong nasa elementarya pa ako, kasama ako sa top section from Grade 1 to Grade 6 kaya iba ang kulturang nakagisnan ko noon. Pero mga bata pa kasi ang mga nakasasalamuha ko from Monday to Friday, 6:15 am to 12:15 pm. Marami pa silang pagdaraanan, mga matututunan. Kung magulo man at pasaway, naghahanap lang kasi ng pansin and outlet for self-expression lalo pa't malapit na rin pumasok sa adolescent stage ng kanilang buhay.
Naalala ko ang isang kwentong nabasa ko sa columnn ni Father San Luis sa Manila Bulletin. Tungkol sa isang scientist na nag-ala alchemist nang nag-eksperimento kung pwede bang paghaluin ang ginto at pilak. Bigo siya kaya lang nang sinuri niya uli ang mga metal,napansin niya na may patak-patak ng ginto ang dumikit at nanatili sa pilak at ganoon din ang pilak sa ginto kahit na hindi sila naghalo. Ang relasyon ko kaya sa mga paslit na iyon na mga Grade 4? Para bang kagaya doon sa ginto at pilak? May matututunan naman ako sa kanila at ganoon din naman sila sa akin.Mutuality. At pagkatapos nito,kapag Grade 5 na sila next school year, hay,asahan na ang mga ito ay magmamano nasa akin bilang pagbati kapag nasalubong ako sa corridor ng aming paaralan. Pambihira,kung yung mga apo ko nga sa aking mga pamangkin na mga anak ng mga pinsan ko ay naiilang pa ako na magmano sila sa akin! Hehehe! Syempre, anong ligaya para sa isang guro na makita ang pag-unlad ng mga mag-aaral niya. Hindi man ako perfect teacher ngunit gagawin ko na lang ang aking mga tungkulin. Aaminin ko na may halo rin extrinsic motivation ang aking career... kasi kailangan ko ng pera para maipalimbag na ang aking mga akda! Kahit na naroon na ako sa VABES, hindi ko pa rin isasantabi ang pangarap kong maging writer! Artist-writer on my own right, yeah!
Hay, sana matuloy na next week ang class picture namin. Hehe, dati-rati'y ako ang mag-aaral sa mga class picture noon pero ngayon, ako na ang pinaliligiran ng aking mga pupils. Who knows? Baka, in the future ay may mga magiging titser sa kanila. Daranasin din nila ang dinanas ko sa kasalukuyan,hehe! Ngunit ang maging guro? Habang may bata,may guro. Walang mga doktor o engineer o mga milyonaryo kung walang mga guro! So don't you dare underestimate the career of a teacher. If you still think in your narrow mind that teachers suck; no,you're the one who suck! Haha, maraming salamat sa mga nagpapahalaga sa lahat ng guro! :)